Am I the only one who gets a kind of... updating anxiety? I mean, I meant to write another post a week after the last one, but then when I didn't do that, I got all anxious about not having posted, which made me put off posting, which made me more anxious ( Read more... )

So my doctor has decided that the dosage of my anti-depressant meds needs to go up.

I don't know how to feel about that.


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The last few weeks, months have been hard. Or harder, I'm not sure. It's hard to tell when you can't remember which day's which ( Read more... )

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Emotionally speaking, I've been all over the place this last week or two, and I have no idea why - the lows have been ridiculous, and the highs just plain silly (literally).

Oh, and I've started craving meat like no-one's business. ( This next bit is pretty squicky... )

Things I have done since last updating:

( 11 March - 31 March, in about 800 words )

Reason #1 why no job I ever have will ever be better than my current volunteering place: my mediocre computer skills are seen as useful. Even when I'm nearly falling over every few seconds, or dropping piles of things and things end up going everywhere.

(I needed that today, I think.)


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I'm okay ( Read more... )

Yesterday I decided to watch a film I loved as a child: Labyrinth. I hadn't seen it since I started losing my hearing over two and a half years ago, but for me it's one of those films I can say the lines along with the characters, because I remember it that well ( Read more... )

So, um. It's been a while since I last updated (a week, I think?), mainly because my body decided it needed it be weird (period-related symptoms, but no period, WTF?) and then my brain decided it needed to be extra scary on Friday, which I'm still recovering from ( Read more... )